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Why?
So
This is the way it is now
You fucked up
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
Like nothing ever happened
Who the hell do you think you are
You promised me
And that promise meant the world to me
All I had wanted was that promise
All I needed was that promise
Well
Yeah
At least you were honest
Like that makes it ok
So
Here I am
On the other end of the phone
Listening to you beg
Listening to you cry
Like I did for the last three hours
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
Do you know how bad this hurts
I could kill you for this
Why
All I want to know is why
Was my love not enough
I gave you all I had left in the world
So
Now you need me
Like I needed you
Like I needed that promise
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
Well it’s just not that easy for me to do
How do I trust you now
How
How do I believe any thing you say
Oh no
Don’t you make me another promise
Don’t you dare
Because I just can’t believe it
I cant believe any thing you say
Even the words I got so much comfort from
"I love you"
I don’t believe it any more
I cant believe it
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
You say you need my love
Like my love is a definite thing
Like a toaster or some thing
God damn you
I loved you
I trusted you
I love you now
I just want to know why
Why do I still love you
This hurts
It hurts so bad
And you tell me that you hurt
Well, not enough
I have never lied to you
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
How can I
The sad thing is
I know I will
And that hurts me too
Because you fucked up
I just want to know why
And now I will forgive you
Not right away of course
Oh god no
Like the little Christian boy
You claim to be
You swear to your god
That this promise is real
You know you’re going to Hell
And now
I am supposed to forgive you
God damn you
God damn you to hell
Because you know
I will forgive you
I just want to know why
More Pain?