Desperation
I am in love,
with so much hate,
I long to die,
I cannot wait.
For you see,
things can't get worse,
I have no life,
I'm just a curse.
I am in love,
but you don't see,
no one loves,
just me for me.
I have a crush,
on many guys,
we'll be more,
that's all just lies.
I live in a world,
surrounded by hate,
I will die too young,
but only too late.
I will die a virgin,
longing for your touch,
hoping for a kiss,
wishing it too much.
I will die unmarried,
missing out on life,
with no grateful husband,
calling me his wife.
I am in love,
forced to live,
with so much love,
left to give.
I do long to die,
that is my only wish,
Maybe in hell,
there i can finish.
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